a confession

I joined eharmony.com. Figured it was an easy way to ease into the whole scene again - and its easy enough to hold off if I decide it is too soon. They have a pretty good evaluation system set up. I found many similarities between what the program said about my personality & character & what I came out of cpac with - not a surprise, but good to know I'm consistent anyway :)

So, we'll see what happens - there are over 20,000 users - I've been sent about 10 matches - I'm somewhat interested in a couple, so I did the first communication step (you send your choice of 5 out of 57 multiple choice questions for the other to answer).

I'm slightly freaked out by it, but I never was into the dating scene - always did make me feel a little freaked out. All that initial awkwardness, wondering what the other person thought. Though, I am a stronger, more self assured person now... so maybe it would feel different. With 'a' it was so easy, I felt comfortable immediately...but, maybe I'll find that true again with someone else.